Uncertain Position

"You have been placed on our list of alternatives for the DVM Class of 2015. We realize this puts you in an uncertain position with us."

Yes, this means I am on the waiting list.  Honestly though, I'm getting pretty good at waiting. It's almost been a full year since the beginning of the VMCAS application itself.  So much work for such little pay! At least so far.

But I am not worried.  I know I will get were God wants me to be as long as I give up the troubles of this life to Him.  I only live day to day by His grace!  I don't know what my future looks like, but I know I can trust in Him with it.  I mean, he created me, after all.

Some verses that have really spoken into my life this week:

"The heart of man plans his way, but the Lord directs his steps." ~Proverbs 16:9

"For I know the plans for you", declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you, plans to give you hope and a future." ~Jeremiah 29:11


"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths."  ~Proverbs 3:5-6

And above all else...

"My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." ~2 Cornithians 12:9

And lastly, some pictures from spring break. Jacksonville, FL. Clear blue skies, 70's everyday. Isn't Creation wonderful?

Breath... Breath....

This is what I'm having to tell myself lately. Been waiting on the vet school decision to happen. Some people I know have already received calls from the dean to let them know about their acceptance to the Class of 2015. But just some people! They are dragging this process out across several days! If you want to kill a Type A personality pre-veter, that's how you do it.

Something I keep reminding myself about is this. I am a junior. I have a senior year in ANSC if I don't get into vet school. God has bigger plans for me than anything I can imagine.  Maybe admittance to vet school this year isn't in that plan. Whatever He has in order for me is better.

It's still very difficult. I just want to know something.

In the meantime, here is a picture of my Jack-jack and her cat friend.

Sigh of Relief

The vet interview is complete!

And I feel good about it.  It sucks that one conversation has so much pressure on it.  They really just want to get to know you!  My interview was fairly short, which surprised me.  Fairly generic questions, nothing overly challenging about veterinary medicine (after all, I'm not a doctor yet!). 

And now we wait! Should hear back sometime in March??

Focus

I've heard of people choosing a "one word" as their New Years Resolution. So why not? My word is FOCUS.

It feels like a fresh start. Clean slate. New year, new semester. Of course, I still have my wonderful Purdue friends, housemates and great boyfriend. They are the support system I desperately need sometimes (neigh, most of the time). Most of all though, I need to focus on relying on God. This is going to be a big thing for my this year, especially as I wait for that veterinary decision letter. I think I have a plan, but it would be very naive of me to expect things to happen that way. God's plan is the only plan for me and sometimes I forget.

I'm feeling quite optimistic about this semester. As of the first day! I think that I will be able to be more motivated in my classes because, thus far, I like them (except Physics!). But who knows, maybe my optimism in Genetics, Biochemistry and Meat Science will make me enjoy Physics too (what a stretch, but hey, I said I'm feeling optimistic!).

In 403 news, we are reading through the entire Word over the course of the year. I know I will need focus and dedication to keep up with this. I have already fallen behind...

In veterinary news, my interview is in less than 2 weeks!  Today, I have a mock interview to practice questions. I have also talked with people in veterinary medicine about the interview process searching for tips and words of encouragement. I'm staying positive about the whole ordeal. No need really to freak out, that would be stupid. I'm simply trying to prepare myself as much as I can between now and then. It's still very exciting though!

Stalking the Mailman

For the entire month of December, I checked our mailbox religiously to see if I had received anything from the Purdue School of Veterinary Medicine.  Nothing.

The last Friday of finals week, I came back from my Ochem exam (passed the class, yes!!) and of course I checked the mail again, even though I had watched the mailman walk pass my house earlier that day (terrible, right?) I open up my computer to check my email and what do I see, Purdue Veterinary School Admissions Interview Offer. YES! That is exactly what I had been waiting on and apparently I didn't need to check the snail mail. Ever.

So I have passed the first cut for admission into veterinary school. My interview is in January and we will still where I am led from there!

Submit

"Congratulations!

You have successfully e-submitted your application to VMCAS."

You know what that means. That means I was up until 3 am last night staring at my computer screen trying to decided if I was finished with my veterinary application. I'd read all of the instructions, twice. I'd rechecked my courses work, probably five times. I'd read, edited, reread and edited my personal statement possibly a hundred times.

So there I sat.  Almost confident that I was done. Earlier in the night I was feeling so overwhelmed and stressed about the whole ordeal. But by 3 am, I was calm and I slowly looked through everything a last time, said a prayer and hit 'Submit.'

Out of my hands now! As someone once told me (yesterday), if I'm meant to get in this year, it will happen. Guess we will just wait and see (and try not to stalk the mailman).

Gymnast is to Veterinarian as...

"I stand off of the mat, awaiting the judge’s signal.  The sun coming through a window illuminates the uneven parallel bars and you can see chalk floating in the air. Level 8 gymnastics state championships. My heart is pounding.  The judge raises her hand, signaling me to go."

In retrospect, it is really cool to see how gymnastics has shaped me.  At this point in my life, 50% has been spent participating and 75% total time spent associated with the sport (I have coached for going on 5 years now).  It doesn't just teach you strength, endurance, flexibility and cool physics-defying skills. No. It is so much more than that. Just a few things I know I have taken from gymnastics include: teamwork, goal-setting, mental strength, determination, dedication... the list goes on and on.

When thinking about my personal statement for vet school, I realized how applicable and important this non-veterinary interest was to me.  The paragraph above is actually the first paragraph of my personal statement, which I plan to submit to VMCAS next week.  I decided to weave gymnastics into my statement, starting with that true story from my last competitive year. 

Veterinary medicine requires basically all the skills I outlined above that gymnastics helped develop in me.  I am not saying I am at an advantage, just that I am grateful for the opportunities I had as a kid. I always find myself telling my girls that I coach that they will learn SO much more after they are out of the sport. And it's true!

Gymnastics is a big part of who I am. I know it has and will pay off for my future in veterinary medicine.

I thought I would share some of my old gymnastics pictures as well :-)

Level 4 competition (wonder how many points I lost for that toe point!)

 I met Olympic gymnast Amanda Borden at a gymnastics camp!

My first Level 7 floor routine was to Ricky Martin's "The Dub of Life"

Level 7 Beam

Level 8 Floor